Just last month, Rise of the Resistance opened here at Disneyland in California. I’d watched countless videos from Florida to get myself acquainted to their version in order to prepare myself for the opening on those side of the country.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, prepared me for what a nightmare the boarding pass system is for someone like me. This ride is an experience like no other, I get that, but it should also mean equal access to the ride as well.
If you’re new to my blog, experience, life, etc – I’ll give you a rundown. I’m autistic. We don’t use functioning labels around here, so I’ll break my experience down for you. I’m sensitive to certain sounds, textures, tastes, smells, etc. Most of the overwhelming sensations can come from other humans, mouth noises, unwanted touching, body odors or colognes/perfumes, etc. I prepare myself with videos to make sure the ride experiences aren’t going to overwhelm me, but I cannot predict other guests of the park either. I also happen to be agoraphobic with social anxiety, but just so
happen to be fixated on amusement parks in all aspects. Yes, it may seem bizarre to be potentially terrified of the same thing you love, but why is it bizarre for me but normal for an able bodied person who gets a thrill out of something like rock climbing, it could also be terrifying for them but also rewarding. It’s kind of like that for me, there’s so many things I love about parks like Disneyland, that the good could outweigh the bad completely, but it’s not always predictable either.
Right now, to get to experience Rise of the Resistance, you have to get a boarding pass, similar to when Galaxy’s Edge opened in the first place. Of course Galaxy’s Edge itself is larger and can deal with a more people coming and going. It also didn’t reach the peak the parks were looking for here and never quite got to the chaotic levels getting into a ROTR boarding group can be. The passes are generally gone before 9 in the morning. I have great difficulty being alone in the parks, so it isn’t easy for me to have someone go ahead and leave me behind while they attempt to get times for us both. This means able bodied folks can race ahead and get times, some local pass holders even getting times, leaving completely and coming back later. There’s people who find ways to get them from parking or pulling in to the parking lots which are spitting distance from the spires of Batuu. For someone like me who also happens to wear an AFO for one of my ankles, I can’t get to where I need to be faster than anyone else. On a busy day, crowds can start before opening, which means I could be surrounded by people who are preoccupied with themselves and not worried about someone like me on the verge of a panic attack if they push me. It’s not easy, and I’m not trying to get special access – I’m just trying to make sure that people like me have a chance to enjoy this aspect of Galaxy’s Edge and the Star Wars universe too. Those of us who don’t move and think like the general population aren’t asking for a red carpet or spotlights or to be part of your disability porn points. We just want access to the same things anyone else does, even if we need to reach the same point from a different path. The Star Wars universe is filled with disabled characters, from Darth Vader to Luke Skywalker himself, and they had a chance to explore Star destroyers, why shouldn’t other people like me?
I’ll break it down again if I didn’t make sense previously. In order to ride Rise of the Resistance, you must get a boarding group. You can do this from your phone, and must be in park property. You’re supposed to be in Galaxy’s Edge, but people have found ways around this via the parking lot and anywhere close enough in radius to GE. If you’re disabled, you must have a boarding pass in order the link your time to your disability access. The times have been gone before 10 and at the very latest 11 (supposedly) in a slow day. On the days we attempted, the passes were gone by 930. These were all mid week attempts, and we contacted disability services multiple times via phone and email only to get no help and a lot of condescending and rude remarks. Including but not limited to “well I have autistic family members and…” which is about the last thing any disabled person ever wants to hear. Kynowing someone with a condition, disorder, disease, syndrome, etc doesn’t meant you know anything about what they’re going through or anyone like them. It’s just downright ignorance and not empathetic at all.
Now there is one way to bypass all of this, even though even disability service cast member assured us they were trying to be equal – is VIP experience guests. I’m talking folks with plaids, celebrities especially, which just further proves if you have ENOUGH money, you can bypass the rules. I realize even having access to Disneyland is a privilege in itself, and it’s a privilege I acknowledge, but it’s one of the only “fancy” things I have access to that prides itself on accessibility and even claims those with cognitive disorders can reach out for help! (Not true, though the website claims this, we were bounced from cast member to cast member being treated with disdain like we were trying to cheat the system) I see the system that’s supposed to help people like me feel safe and comfortable being abused regularly enough. I see Mom’s whining behind me that it’s taking too long in the “fast pass” even though they’re in the disabled access loading area. They get mad at me for taking too long to board the ride the safe way I’m supposed to, and get mad the disability system isn’t “fast” enough for them when it isn’t about speed – it’s about comfort, stability, safety and more. So many people abuse the system that people like me can’t even be taken seriously.
I’m sure people will roll their eyes, some might tell me to get over it, but I only hope they never have to have their hopes crushed in the ways mine have, and now services meant to help folks like me have failed me. I’m just trying to have an equal fighting chance, and fight for those who need the same access. I’m hanging in to the little slivers of hope that I have left to safely experience Rise of the Resistance, because that’s what General Leia would want me to do.
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